Jeremiah 1:4-10
4 Now the word of the sovereign came to me saying, 5 “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I appointed you a prophet to the nations.” 6 Then I said, “Ah, Sovereign God! Truly I do not know how to speak, for I am only a boy.” 7 But the Sovereign said to me, “Do not say, ‘I am only a boy’; for you shall go to all to whom I send you, and you shall speak whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them,
for I am with you to deliver you, says the Sovereign.” 9 Then the Sovereign put out a hand and touched my mouth; and the Sovereign said to me, “Now I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and over dominions, to pluck up and to pull down, to destroy and to overthrow, to build and to plant.”
Hebrews 12:18-29
18 You have not come to something that can be touched, a blazing fire, and darkness, and gloom, and a tempest, 19 and the sound of a trumpet, and a voice whose words made the hearers beg that not another word be spoken to them. 20 (For they could not endure the order that was given, “If even an animal touches the mountain, it shall be stoned to death.” 21 Indeed, so terrifying was the sight that Moses said, “I tremble with fear.”) 22 But you have come to Mount Zion and to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to innumerable angels in festal gathering, 23 and to the assembly of the firstborn who are enrolled in heaven, and to God the judge of all, and to the spirits of the righteous made perfect, 24 and to Jesus, the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel. 25 See that you do not refuse the one who is speaking; for if they did not escape when they refused the one who warned them on earth, how much less will we escape if we reject the one who warns from heaven! 26 At that time God’s voice shook the earth; but now God has promised, “Yet once more I will shake not only the earth but also the heaven.” 27 This phrase, “Yet once more,” indicates the removal of what is shaken—that is, created things—so that what cannot be shaken may remain. 28 Therefore, since we are receiving a dominion that cannot be shaken, let us give thanks, by which we offer to God an acceptable worship with reverence and awe; 29 for indeed our God is a consuming fire.
Luke 13:10-17
10 Now he was teaching in one of the synagogues on the sabbath. 11 And just then there appeared a woman with a spirit that had crippled her for eighteen years. She was bent over and was quite unable to stand up straight. 12 When Jesus saw her, he called her over and said, “Woman, you are set free from your ailment.” 13 When he laid his hands on her, immediately she stood up straight and began praising God. 14 But the leader of the synagogue, indignant because Jesus had cured on the sabbath, kept saying to the crowd, “There are six days on which work ought to be done; come on those days and be cured, and not on the sabbath day.” 15 But the Master answered him and said, “You hypocrites! Does not each of you on the sabbath untie his ox or his donkey from the manger, and lead it away to give it water? 16 And ought not this woman, a daughter of Abraham whom Satan bound for eighteen long years, be set free from this bondage on the sabbath day?” 17 When he said this, all his opponents were put to shame; and the entire crowd was rejoicing at all the wonderful things that he was doing.
I find it very interesting to compare the biblical accounts of people coming into the presence of God. The depictions range from intense fear and trembling to a casual affinity with God. Some characters have even evolved in their response to finding themselves in the presence of God. Abraham always seemed comfortable with God and followed God with blind faith but reached a place where he was willing to argue with God about the destruction of Sodom. Sarah trusted God and yet laughed when God said she would bear a child. Moses was frightened and intimidated when he found himself to be in the presence of God in the burning bush but evolved to being quite comfortable sitting in God’s presence. Adam and Eve evolved in the other direction, they were very comfortable being with God in the Garden of Eden until they became frightened and hid themselves from God. Isaiah is dismayed when he is transported into the presence of God for he was a man of unclean lips. Jeremiah in today’s reading seems quite comfortable being summoned by God but still tries to buy himself some slack by claiming to be a mere youth unprepared to speak for God. The people, as congregations of God followers have certainly varied in their response to being in God’s presence. The people of Israel vacillated between praising God for their deliverance and griping and complaining that God had brought them into the desert to perish. When God showed some anger with the people of Israel, they made it very clear they wanted Moses doing their talking for them. It seems the people became quite casual with being in the close proximity of God, being in God’s temple was considered very safe. In fact, it seems from the stories that very few people actually encountered God when they were in the temple. I think the same may be sadly true for current day God followers. I love the quote of Annie Dillard in Teaching a Stone to Talk, “On the whole, I do not find Christians, outside the catacombs, sufficiently sensible of the conditions. Does any-one have the foggiest idea what sort of power we so blithely invoke? Or, as I suspect, does no one believe a word of it? The churches are children playing on the floor with their chemistry sets, mixing up a batch of TNT to kill a Sunday morning. It is madness to wear ladies’ straw hats and velvet hats to church; we should all be wearing crash helmets. Ushers should issue life preservers and signal flares; they should lash us to our pews. For the sleeping god may wake some day and take offense, or the waking god may draw us out to where we can never return.”
These stories provide us with some insight into how others have understood their God encounters and perhaps they can guide us into understanding our own God encounters and how we react. This isn’t about when we come into God’s presence, our faith tells us we are always in God’s presence. There is no where we can go that God is not there. We do not go to the temple or the church so we can be in God’s presence, we go to have an encounter with God, or, as Annie Dillard suggests, maybe not. An encounter is not just a coming into the same space, we can be in the presence of another person but it isn’t an encounter until something is exchanged between us and the other. Just like encounters with others vary by the depth of the intimacy of the exchange, so our encounter with God varies by how much of ourselves we reveal and how open we are to plunging into the depth of God. The sacred stories confirm what might seem obvious, our encounter with God is shaped by how we understand God and how we understand ourselves. Adam and Eve were comfortable encountering God until the new they had disobeyed and they feared God’s wrath. Abraham and Sarah have encountered God in their journey to the new land, the promised land, and they know they can trust God, so even when they fall short of God’s expectations, they do not fear encountering God. Moses is frightened when he encounters God as a burning bush until he discovers how much God loves him and loves the people of Israel. Even later in his life when he disobeys God and he knows God is disappointed in him, Moses does not fear to come to God and petition God for a different outcome. The people of God are shown over and over again that they can trust God to be just and to be loving toward them. God in fact does not give them or us what we deserve, God gives us grace. The people however always want to return to depending on themselves, and only seeking an encounter with God when all else has failed.
Jesus came to the world to show us once again that we do not need to fear God, even when we know we have disobeyed God, or failed to trust God. God is not waiting for the opportunity to zap us, God is not setting up tests for us, so God can correct us. God loves us; God loves us more than we love ourselves, and certainly more than we love each other. I believe we do not seek a deeper, more vulnerable encounter with God because we fear losing control, losing all our preconceived notions of who we are and how we are to live, and what it means to be beloved community. We are afraid to tap into that powerful force that is God. Someone said, many people use religion like a vaccine, they get just enough to keep them from catching the real thing. We want a superficial encounter with God. We don’t go to church expecting to have an life altering encounter with God. We go to wave and say hi to God but not to set down and expect to have a deep conversation with God or to bare our souls to God for examination and cleansing. We are not expecting God to do a healing in us. Like the priests in the story from Luke, we don’t want that kind of thing going on during sabbath in the temple. How often when we hear the stories of Christ healing, do we think or ourselves as the one who needs to be healed, the ones who need to come to Christ and seek that we be set free from those things that keep us from being whole? Being liberated is both a relief and a challenge. When animals that have been raised in captivity are released they very often have no concept of what it means to be free. I watched a video of lab beagles that had never been out of their cages being released into a yard. They are frightened of the grass and want to return to their cages. We are so like that. An encounter with God that frees us, heals us, also challenges to go out into the world differently. I have heard speculation on what the blind person, the crippled person, and the maniac did after Jesus healed them. They have no skills, they have never had any way of supporting themselves and relied on the compassion of others who saw their challenges. How did they support themselves without their disabilities that made them sympathetic? Are we also afraid of an encounter with God that takes away our excuses for not doing more, for not living differently, or for not loving others as we love ourselves? The depth of our encounter with God is dependent upon how willing we are to be profoundly changed. Amen.
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